Tokyo Girls [Del - 39] |
Kap 38
Ichigo:
Both my father and I were scowling Hanabi - my little sister whom came alone with a guy. But I was only nodding at father and couldn’t really concentrate on the whole thing going on. My mind only averted to the events that happened earlier. It was really something new to me; I was scared and embarrassed yet curious at the same time.
At certain points I could understand Hanabi and her moments with guys but I disagreed sometimes because she just does it with other guys – the special feeling vanishes then. Punky was so gentle and his touch still lingered on my body leaving burning marks. I wanted to end this and go upstairs but at the same time I didn’t because I was a bit scared of what was going to happen later.
“You know the morals in this house!” my father shrieked.
I grimaced, “Father, Hanabi didn’t mean it…” I said, trying to defend her to make this end quickly.
“No Ichigo I did mean it. Dad, you better get over the ‘little daughter’ crap. I mean, Ichigo might even have a guy” Hanabi hissed.
My mouth fell wide open, “No-“ I tried to defend myself.
“Of course Ichigo doesn’t have one! She’s a good girl and not interested…am I right Ichigo?” he asked, his face moved towards me – to meet my eyes.
I swallowed slowly, feeling that my poker face was slowly vanishing. When I looked into father’s eyes it felt like he could see through me which made me scared to the core to lie.
“Well…I wouldn’t say I’m a good girl…” I mumbled.
“She’s occupied with sports” father said, changing my words into something else.
Until we all heard faint footsteps. At first we thought mom might have woken up until we heard more footsteps, like a heavy one and a light one. My heart stopped beating and so did my breathing since I was thinking throughout the process that it might be Punky.
And I was correct. I lay my eyes on my mom whom just woken up and Punky. What shocked me even more was that his pants were a bit…disproportional between his legs. And I prayed that nobody saw that part. But the coldness rushed through from my toes to my head and I got goosebumps.
“Ichigo…what’s this?” mom said, her voice strict.
I swallowed again, looking down, feeling the atmosphere slowly changing. “Umm…” I mumbled.
My dad quickly stood up and walked towards Punky. I stood up as a reflex to defend him until Hanabi stood up, “Well what do you know! That’s Jared…my classmate” she said.
I looked up at Hanabi and she winked towards me.
My mother frowned, “And why was he in Ichigo’s room?” she said, half believing in Hanabi.
“He must have thought it was my room. I mean it’s the first time he’s here” she said, like normally. But I could hear her hidden message; she wanted to know every details later on about him always coming around this time to my room. I sighed with relief.
Mom let Punky’s arm go and dad looked behind at Hanabi. “You are grounded young lady!” he hissed.
I went towards dad, “You can’t do that!” I replied, standing up for once.
Dad looked at me with widen eyes, “Why is that?” he said.
“Because both Hanabi and I are going for shopping and she’s gonna see my match” I said, looking at Hanabi and giving her, the hidden message too.
Dad sighed, “Ok just because Ichigo gave a…valid reason. You’re getting away with this right now…next time I’m not letting you go that easily” he said.
Mom opened the front door, “and it’s awfully late and he should be on his way home” she said.
Punky looked at me with eyebrows raised, “See you tomorrow…” he said.
I felt at first relief wash over me but once he stepped outside I felt anger and disappointment. I knew my night would be talking with Hanabi but later I know I won’t be able to sleep at all without thinking about him.
We both went upstairs together until Hanabi pulled me into her room. She closed the door and pushed me on the bed so we could start talking. It was pretty awkward talking about Punky with her but yet so comfortable because I could open myself to my sister.
“Soo tell me! When did you meet him? And don’t give my half-assed stories otherwise I’ll regret lying for you” she said.
I could down, a bit embarrassed, “Well…he goes to my class and we went for a date today” I said.
“Wow never could I imagine Ichigo the bad type of a girl” she said, laughing. “What do you think of him?” she asked, stopped laughing.
“I think he’s…extremely hot” I started. I was thinking of the moments when I touched him, his well built body, and his big thing. “For the first time I met him, I was unsecure of him. But now I feel protected and oh his body is sooo perfect!” I exclaimed, “and his…thing was…big” I almost tripped off.
Hanabi started laughing, “It’s so fun seeing you into these stuff! I thought you’d end up a virgin for the rest of your life” she said, half-mockingly.
I was chuckling a bit too until what she said really hit me. A virgin for the rest of the life…which meant that…I would end up having…
My head was about to explode thinking about all of this and I wanted to get away from him all of a sudden. I was scared, I didn’t want to do that. I wasn’t ready.
“I better go to my room” I said faintly.
She nodded and I stepped out of my room. My stomach was aching…it hurt inside of my heart, I wanted to be close to Punky yet stay away from him. Thinking both ways hurt me very much: Staying away from him would be painful but staying close to him would also be painful.
I went inside my room. The lamp was still on and I closed the door behind me. Until I found someone sitting on the side of my window. I was so happy seeing Punk there! Yet so nervous in different ways.
I might as well do my best to stay away from him, if I can.
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