A different point of view - del 96 |
mihi nu e de bara ett kap kvar till slutet. tack så jätte mkt till er som har läst!!
Kap 96
Airi:
Looking at Jerre right now, I’m happy that he knows about my secret. It doesn’t feel hard to keep things from him anymore and I’m grateful for him not being scared of me. I cannot really describe how much of a good friend he is, and I love him deeply.
“Jerre, I lov-“
This weird boy stood beside me, looking at me, as if I was about to say something. I could smell the pumping blood from him, and I can say it is a yummy blood. The thing that was weird was that I could only smell three people’s blood while the rest are…vampires. Why were they doing here? What was I doing here?
“Who are you?” I asked to strike a conversation, might even get a hint of why they were here.
I could see his eyes widened and his mouth parted. I could sense him swallowing and then his lips trembled a bit.
He looked down for a few seconds then up again and smiled brightly, “I’m Jerre! Your friend” he said.
“My friend?” I said puzzled. Surely, if he were my friend then I would know whom he was. Maybe he was just a disgusting human whom wants to get laid with a vampire. Thinking of that made me shudder and I was about to walk away from him.
“Airi” he said.
I stopped and looked behind at him, he nodded, “That’s your name,” he said.
“Are you trying to make fun of me?” I said angrily, of course, I would know my own name. There’s no way of forgetting…what was my name? What was I doing here? Why can’t I remember anything?
“You drank a thing called Rose Petal or whatever. It takes away your memories…” he said. I looked up at him and he looked very serious.
I creased my eyebrows, “Rose Petal? Why would I drink that?” I asked
“You were in a critical situation of vanishing. Your friends and I can’t handle that”
“How do I know your telling the truth?” I asked cockily, though I was afraid.
“…Because you’re my fiancée” a boy behind me said. I got startled, looked back, and found a beautiful man standing there. He looked calm and his eyes held something different from everything. It was sucking me into him, I couldn’t concentrate about anything else than him.
He started coming towards me and I closed my eyes not knowing what he was going to do, either hit me or do something else. Suddenly, he grabs my hand and my eyes open wide, and I look shockingly at him. I tried to take it back but he held it too firmly.
“This ring…” he started.
I looked down at my finger and found a ring there, it was placed at the finger where you put the wedding ring, “Isn’t that a…?” I said surprised.
“Yes. That’s the ring I proposed to you…,” he said, showing his ring on his finger. Both our rings looked identical which was so ironic.
“This man over there is your best friend. You can trust him,” he said.
I looked at the boy whom was talking to me earlier. I have too seriously take a break. I didn’t remember memories or even me because of drinking this thing. Two people claim to know me, who should I trust? I was lost…
“Look at me, Airi” he said.
I quickly look at him because he said the same name as the other boy over there.
“Airi…” I mumble.
The boy in front of me nodded smiling a faint smile. He doesn’t look dangerous and so doesn’t the one standing on the side.
“What’s your name?” I ask, but it felt like as if I knew it from long time.
“Kaname” he said.
It felt like as if I knew it from the beginning, it felt like as if I knew the other boys name from the beginning. Why? Why don’t I remember them?
I looked at both of them and shook my head, “It hurts…” I said, feeling how it’s beating inside my skull. I was determined to find out everything, but it was impossible, all I had was nothing, nothing at all.
“Don’t think much about it” Kaname said.
“We can start all over again,” Jerre said trying to encourage me.
I try to smile to them, “I need a brake…” I said, “Alone!”
Both of them nodded and let me go down.
I went past different people; I couldn’t smell their blood so I understood they were immortals, vampires. Walking past them all, I was determined to get out of here, I felt suffocated. Suffocated by not remembering any thing, I felt the need of fresh air.
Finally, I opened the door and stepped down the stairs. I looked behind me and found the balcony, those two boys stood there still, probably talking. I went close to the fountain, and looked at my reflection. I ran my fingers through my hair, feeling the strands, is this my real hair? Or have I colored it?
My skull was hearting, as if something was pumping out of the skull. I hunched down to my knees by the sudden pain I felt. It was as if someone was cutting through my flesh, cutting through my bones everywhere. I touched my arm, felt the red liquid running through my hands down to the floor. Too much cuts where on my legs to hold me up and I fell to the ground.
“AIRI!!!” One of the boys screamed.
My vision blurred and slowly faded to black.
I found myself surrounding a garden of flowers and waterfalls.
“Where am I?” I asked myself.
I was alone in this place, horrified of feeling left out. The only thing I could hear was the noise of the water falling and the wind blowing through my hair and the flowers.
“You are here,” someone said.
I found someone walking ahead of me. He stood before me, his hair shining blond and long. He had a long white cloth around himself and up on his head, he was holding a staff.
“Who are you?” I ask, scared.
The man smiles, “I’m the cards of death” he answers.
“Cards of death?...am I dead?” I ask
The man sighs, “Since you drank that bloody drink, you’re immune to vanishing”
“Then…” I doze off
“Let’s go through your life” he said, “Might be interesting”
His eyes turn suddenly white and it felt like time stood still. I couldn’t move an inch, I was struggling to try but I couldn’t. After a while, the man’s eyes came back and he laughed.
“Normally, one would get punished by recovering their memories as human. But my, my, your life has been a whole drama. Hmm…I wonder what I’ll do with you since you can’t vanish…”
“Ahh, can you feel that?” he said
“Feel what?” I ask
“Listen…” he said almost in a whisper.
I closed my eyes, listen? To what? Airi! AIRI! I could hear the boy calling for me.
“It’s…Kaname…” I mumbled
The man chuckled, “Yes. He’s determined to get you back, little lady. Hmm…he’s gone through despair too…I’m wondering if…”
He dozed off, his pupils vanishing again, then after a moment coming back. He took hold of the axe and pierced it right through me.
“WHAT?!” I exclaimed.
I felt the ground beneath me vanish and I’m falling, the man took hold of my hand, “I’ll give you back your life again. But if you became immortal, you’ll vanish directly. So give your life some slack okay?” he said smiling and letting me go. “However, it’s your own effort to remember your memories” he said darkly, then laughing.
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| Kommentarer - (Snittbetyg: 5) | blackgirl - 1 jun 10 - 01:24- Betyg:  | Läskig snubbe :O
Nu har jag i alla fall riktat in mig på happy ending love story så nu hoppas jag att det blir så också x3 |
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