A different point of view - del 50 |
Kap 50
Izumi:
That annoying little witch!
Airi helped me up to my bed. I was struggling the whole way and finally I reached my destination. I breathed in and out for some quite time.
Airi picked the tray with the porridge in and put it on my lap.
“What happened?” She asked.
I sighed, “I accidently touched her somewhere, and she got all berserk”
“Oh, well you should now something…” Airi then started, “There’s an explanation to when she goes berserk like that…”
I creased my eyebrows, is there more to this behavior?
I nodded, “I’m listening,” I told her while eating at the same time.
“Very well, Irma had a best friend called Simon. Well, they were in a party and he got drunk and he tried to rape her”
When she used the word rape and whom who was about to be raped, I couldn’t help being very mad. I was indeed mad and somehow I understood, even before she explained.
Anyone would go mad if someone touched him or her in a private place. But that she got a deep scar because of that man.
“She didn’t get raped right?” I said, hoping that she didn’t. I was very angry.
Airi smiled and held my hand still which was shaking, “You saw how she beat the crap out of you. No, she didn’t, she beat him the same way” She said laughing.
I felt relieved, and annoyed. I didn’t start school because of this. I started because of getting a little bit of peace and quiet.
“I’ve got to go and talk to her,” I said, making up by mind.
“But you’re sick!” Airi exclaimed.
“I’m well enough to walk,” I said,
I handed her the tray and she went down to put it back. I stood up and took out normal black pants and white linen with a jacket on top. I then took my normal necklaces’ and a few rings. I couldn’t care less about my hair and just rushed out.
Then I felt dizzy and was about to fall until Airi came and held me straight up.
“You shouldn’t go Izumi…” Airi said unsatisfied.
“I have to”
She then let go of me and I went to put on my boots. I opened the door and before I stepped out I asked where she lived, and she described how it looked.
It was almost nighttime, and I stood outside of a house that Airi described. It was chilly outside and I didn’t have right cloths on.
I snuck to their courtyard and spotted a window with lights on. I tried to look closer and found some red hair strands.
All right, how the hell should I get her attention? I thought.
Then I found some stones nearby, I went and picked them up. And started throwing some until she heard it and peaked out of the window.
I waved when our eyes met and she was shocked. She then opened the window and bent a little bit over it.
“What are you doing here?” She hissed, “Go away! Before they’ll find you”
I chuckled, Of course, they won’t stupid.
“I need to talk, regarding of the incident earlier!” I hissed back.
She looked confused, “Normal English please?”
Is she stupid or what?
“I need to talk to you”
“Oh!” She then looked around and saw a ladder, she then pointed at that.
I went to forward to that, the ladder was quite thin and I had second thoughts about it. But in the end, I climbed my way up.
I was outside of her window and she backed up, she went towards her door and screamed that she was going to bed now, and then she closed the door.
When I touched the ground, I felt quite dizzy. The whole would was spinning around again, and I had to hold myself up, but instead, I fell right on her bed.
“Izumi!” She exclaimed and ran towards me
I sat up, “I’m ok…” Then I looked up at her.
She was scared of me, she was scared if I would touch her again. She held her distance between us, and somehow, I missed when she sat next to me.
“Dammit Irma,” I cursed, I put my right hand on my neck to avoid eye contact.
“I’m no good in explaining, so don’t expect all lovey-dovey ass words”
I looked up at her to see if she understood and she nodded.
“What happened earlier…I was dizzy…I, didn’t think where I could have put my hand…I used you as a walking stick.” I explained, or tried to.
“Uhh…this is annoying” I complained, and felt everything go black for a second, then I had to lay down to get my brain active again.
Then I could hear how she tried to breathe in and out. I looked up and found her trying to control her tears.
My eyebrows creased and I became stressed, was I the reason she cried? Somehow, I didn’t like to see her sad, I didn’t like to see her afraid. I wanted to protect her smile, I wanted her to be happy all the time.
I stood up and went towards her, she put her hand in front of her mouth and tears and slipped down to her cheeks. I held my arms up and was about to hug her until I thought that she might be afraid of me, I didn’t know what to do. But I ignored it, and had my arm around her waist and pulled her close to my body.
She was shocked, and tried to pull herself free, but I tightened my grip so she wouldn’t free herself, somehow, I wanted to hold her.
She then seemed to understand that she couldn’t free herself, instead, she kept on crying.
“I…felt…for…you”
“I felt” what for you? I thought puzzled.
“Sorry…for…beat…you” She had a few hiccups.
I then freed her, and held her face between my hands. I then bent myself so I could see her clearly.
“Talk.Clearly.Please” I tried to be as clear as I could.
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| Kommentarer - (Snittbetyg: 5) | blackgirl - 28 apr 10 - 15:21- Betyg:  | “Sorry…for…beat…you” She had a few hiccups.
I then freed her, and held her face between my hands. I then bent myself so I could see her clearly.
“Talk.Clearly.Please” I tried to be as clear as I could.
jag älskar irma
liksom förlåt för att jag klådde upp dig... hehehehe *garv garv*
osså izumi
båda e skitcoola
så kan inte dom bli ett par?
kanske lite motsats men så jävla kul ändå..... |
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