A different point of view - del 38 |
Kap 38
Airi:
Did I feel alone without Jerre? Yes.
Without his presence, was life over here boring? Yes.
Did I truly dislike that Yura lived here? Yes.
My whole life was so depressing now. Even though, I knew I would meet him in school. It was just boring not being able to walk home with him. I missed him too much. He was my best of best friends, that we’ve come so close to each other.
Cheer up woman! I encouraged myself.
I started fixing myself for another new day at school, and today, it did feel like a new day. Because I’ll be walking all the way to school with Yura and not…Jerre.
Yet, I can’t seem to wait to be able to come to school, because, Jerre, Irma, Yura and Izumi was waiting there.
Seems like I’m starting to accept that Izumi is here, I thought.
Jerre seemed to like Izumi, yet, not Irma. She really disliked him, well, so do I.
From my viewpoint, Izumi seemed to have a lot of fun too. He probably likes teasing all the girls, especially, Irma whom really took everything what he said to heart. I was walking to school with Yura, he seemed a lot quiet today, I glanced up at him and he seemed very tired.
“What’s up?” I asked.
He looked down at me, “Nahh nothing…”
I elbowed him on his arm and he seemed to block it quite perfectly.
“Ok, ok, I’ll tell you…” He finally gave up.
I could see the school from where we stood. We were somewhat close, therefore, I was a bit stressed ‘cause I really wanted to hear what Yura was about to say.
“Keep on going,” I told him.
“Right…you see Airi…” He started, he seemed to think of how he was going to say some things, and “Your friend you know…the cocky guy?” He said.
“Izumi?” I asked.
“Yes him!...well…he is quiet popular with the girls….and he’s stealing them away from me” He said, sighed.
For a few moments, I was thinking of how I was stressed out thinking that time would run out for him saying things. He too has a bad personality, nothing’s worth waiting for being stressed for him. I sighed.
“Would you be happy if I told him to stop taking the girls away from you?” I asked.
I could see him shine up, “PLEASE!!” He said, clapping his hands together above his head and bowed. He ran up ahead to meet up with a few girls.
I sighed yet again, and then someone patted me on the back. I looked behind and found Jerre there.
“Jerre!” I exclaimed, then he started walking beside me.
“Tell me about everything,” I said, sounding eager.
He started talking about the girl he met and the house, and that he’ll probably feel at home. The truth was, I actually didn’t want to hear what he said, it was selfish of me though, but it made me sad, memories of us together made everything feel empty.
He seemed to notice that, and nudged at my arm, “Hey…I’ll be coming over to your place all the time, so it’ll feel like I’m living there, ok?”
I looked up at him and then glanced down on the ground. Leaves where everywhere, the coldness was picking at my legs that made me chilly inside.
I nodded, “Ok. Can I ask you something?” I asked.
He looked at me puzzled, “Sure?”
“Well…you don’t have anything against me being a vampire right?” I asked, trying to reassure me before moving on.
Some moments went by, what I said had been slowly sinking in to his thoughts. Then he started laughing, I stood there wondering what was so funny?
“If I had something against you, I would probably leave and run away,” He said with a smile.
He started walking before me, and then turned around to meet my face.
“You should thank Kaname, he came by and explained for me about…everything”
Then he turned around and ran towards Irma whom came.
Ehh? I stood there still.
That instance it felt like time was standing still, it looked like the leaves falling from the tree felt like ages when it touched the ground. I couldn’t feel the coldness anymore, instead, I could feel warmness and butterflies in my stomach. I could feel my cheeks getting warm.
Kaname came and told him? I thought, deep inside.
Why was always Kaname the one whom did everything for me. He really did know me, he really did know every thought of mine.
What is this feeling? I thought
The bell started ringing, and I started running inside the school.
Whatever this feeling is, I somehow like it. I thought.
The lunch-rang and I started walking to the usual classroom, I went in and expected yet again another fight of Irma and Izumi. This time she really wanted to poke his eyes out, or maybe put hanger clips on his eyes so they are stayed open.
“Seriously, Irma don’t waste your effort on him” I said, once stepping in.
Both of them at the same time came towards Jerre’s desk. They both grabbed the same stool and then glanced at each other.
“Ladies first” Izumi started.
Irma then tugged at the stool and was about to sit until Izumi sat first. “However, you in the other hand, is a un-lady” He said.
She was then pissed. She tugged at Izumi’s bleus collar and had him come very close to each other.
“My, my” He said again.
“Seriously, I’ll punch the hell out of you if you don’t behave!” She shouted.
“It’s very amusing how you tell me to behave when it’s you who is clearly flipping out”
“People…food…” Jerre said.
At that instance, Irma twirled around, took another stool, and sat down like a puppy.
“Cheeky” Izumi started again.
Irma gave him an evil smile, until Jerre looked at her way she composed herself.
We all had each own lunch box, which I had to make. However, as long as they liked it, it was all right.
But something took me a bit off the hook here, why did Irma suddenly change herself when Jerre looked her way?
Could it be that Irma…in Jerre…? I exclaimed.
“I need to talk to Irma for a few minutes,” I said, pretty stressed. I didn’t even give Irma a chance to protest. I just grabbed her arm and started walking out of the classroom.
“What is it?!” Irma demanded.
“Well you see…This is my opinion though, so don’t get mad” I reassured her.
She gave me a gesture to continue.
“Right, I’m a girl you know, and I’m girlish. You in the other hand are a bit boyish so I think you don’t have a clue about this stuff. But you have been changing your attitude whenever Jerre has been looking at your way. Could it be that you might…like him?” I asked.
She turned red, but not red as in embarrassment, as in being angry.
“What?” She said, demanding me to explain more.
“Alright, alright…does your stomach flutter whenever he is around?”
“Sort of…but I always though that it was something I ate” She replied, starting to wonder.
“Do you always feel like behaving in front of him?”
“…Yes…” Everything started to sink in for her.
“Do you think he is the reason your view point of guys have changed?”
That seemed to hit her, “…Yes..?” Her eyes widened, “NO!” She said and went back straight in.
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| Kommentarer - (Snittbetyg: 5) | blackgirl - 19 apr 10 - 14:05- Betyg:  | haha
irma som är rädd för killar har blivit kär JERRE!!! :O
men det är ju airi med..
alltså kär i jerre..
eller??
kommer detta bli ett triangeldrama |
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