A different point of view - del 8 |
Kap 8
Airi:
On our way home, I kept on apologizing to her, that I broke my promise about nothing happening. But she really didn’t care. She was not wanting to talk or anything. But I knew why, if she’d talk then all her tears would betray her and fall down,
“Irma, let it out. Nothing good happens when it’s all welling up inside” I said, stopping here.
We arrived at the park. I looked at her for quite some time. She was trembling inside, wanting to let it all go. I hugged her at that moment.
Shit, this isn’t good, I’m no good with hugging people, that’s when I usually lose it. I was concerned. I was trembling too, not trying to smell her blood. Her blood did smell good, but nothing compared to Jerre’s blood.
She was a bit shocked when I hugged her, and a few tears came streaming down.
“I won’t see you crying if I stand like this, so it’s ok,” I say, trying to cheer her up.
I could hear her then sobbing, and then letting it all out. A few minutes had passed until she calmed down. I let her go then, and she lifted her hands up to wipe away her tears.
“You looked beautiful there, that’s what caught his attention,” I said, proud, that all my effort did actually pay off, in a strange way.
She started to laugh.
Then we sat on the swings, she was talking about that boy named Simon, he was her best of best friend, and he betrayed her by drinking and trying to take advantage. I understood her.
“Irma, shouldn’t you at least listen him our?” I asked, gazing up on the sky.
“I can’t, not ready for it, yet” She replied, she looked up at the sky too.
“If he’s your best of best friend, I think he’ll be willing to wait until you’re ready, just take your time” I looked at her, smiling.
“Thank You” She smiled too.
“Oh and, that other boy, Jerre, he’s nice. He would never do anything like that. So don’t be afraid, okay?”
“I’ll try”
“Oh shit ape!” I said, realizing something.
She looked at my way and started laughing, “Shit ape?” she laughed again.
I couldn’t help laughing with her for some time.
“School tomorrow, you know,” I said, sad.
“Which school do you go to?” She asked.
“I will start in, Seika Academy, and you?”
“Oh, I’m in another on…quite far away” She said.
“Aww…that’s sad! I would’ve loved to have at least someone I know over there”
“Learn to be on your own,” She said in her cold tone.
“Ahh that’s so harsh, Irma you meanie!!” I said teasing her.
We were talking for more hours until the sky was getting dark, so we went our own ways.
“You sure you’ll be ok?” She asked me, worried if I’d be okay walking alone in the dark.
I couldn’t help but awe at that.
“You bet so! I’m so full of strength!” I said, trying to lie, the truth was, I was terrified.
“Alright, take care then” She said, going the other way.
I turned around and looked at that long long scary road.
Nothing will be better if I were over here, I said to myself, and then started walking.
It was much darker because of the trees and everything. But I was lucky to have the street lamps on, until a few minutes later, everything was closing.
I’m going to die right again, I thought.
And it was that time I saw a gang full of boys. I tried to walk coolly, and not be intimidated by them. When I was really close to them, they looked this way. I tried not to put all my attention to them, I was only focused on one thing, the house is straightforward.
“Hey there, cutie” One said from behind me.
Still move forward, move forward, and do not stop. I chanted to myself.
Now I could hear footsteps behind me. I started to walk with speed and I could hear they too were walking with a bit more speed.
No! No! I kept on saying to myself.
“Hey, cutie, wait there for a minute!” one of them side.
I’ll build up a scream and the scream aloud so somebody could hear me, I thought, trying to figure out a plan.
Then one of the guys grabbed my wrist and spun me around. I was shocked and looked up at them. Shoot! Why did I look at them? I was cursing myself.
I tried to yank my hand free, but I was too weak.
“Aww, little girl can’t get away can you?” One said, while pitying me.
“L-l-let g-go of me…” I whispered.
“HUH? What did YOU SAY??” One asked.
I tried to scream, but nothing came out, anything. I was completely hopeless.
I was so concentrated on a plan and that showed on my face, which made on of the guys impatient and hit on my right side of the face. I fell at that instance. I could feel the pain in my head, and the blood oozing out of my lip.
I was pissed off then. I stood up, and looked straight at them. I wiped the blood of my face, but it still was oozing new blood.
Then I remembered why I was changed to the upper class gym. Because I was the best at running, and jumping. Seriously, how can someone forget something like that? I asked myself, laughing to myself. They were all very close, until I jumped high enough to fly over them.
I did and landed on my knees, which scraped them. Then I ran straightforward.
I kept on running and running, until I couldn’t hear them anymore.
I was finally at the house.
Damn, I’d have to sneak past everyone so nobody can see these bruises and shit, I thought.
I opened the door and saw someone I’d least expected in front of me.
Jerre
I was shocked and stood there for a moment. He too, was shocked, more likely, shocked like hell. I rushed straight pass him and he looked behind calling my name, and at the same time following me upstairs.
He shouldn’t be worried, we monsters, get cured after a few hours, I thought.
He was very close then, and I ran up the stairs and until he couldn’t catch up.
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| Kommentarer - (Snittbetyg: 5) | blackgirl - 31 mar 10 - 20:57- Betyg:  | näe stackars jerre
han måste ju vara helt bort och inte fatta ett skit av vad som hänt
men kul som vanligt!!!
gahaha och rätt åt killarna |
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