The Shinigami guard [del 25] |
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Kap 25
Rosanne:
Laying there just with Jacob felt nice and soothing. I liked feeling that you don’t need to do anything differently when laying with a boy in a bed. Just laying and doing nothing but talking, felt like a miracle.
“You know” I started, feeling that I had to lighten my heart. It felt like my heart weighted millions of kilos.
“Hm?” he mumbled, looking at me, playing with my hair.
“There are two sides a Shinigami can be,” I said.
Jacob moved so his head rested on his hand, and he looked at me, “And they are?”
“One is the Shinigami’s that protect humans, Shinigami’s like me” I started, stating very loudly that I’m a shinigami and he’s a human.
“When a human kills himself or herself, it’s because of sorrow. So, the past will always follow you once you become a Shinigami. Shinigami’s can also live in sorrow and soon become consumed by it, that’s when the other side of Shinigami triggers. The other Shinigami is that they turn into monsters, wanting to destroy things because of being in deep sorrow, and in the end, they loose themselves forever,” I said.
Jacob quickly took hold of my shoulders, his face facing mine, “Nothing wrong with you, right?” he asked.
I smiled, “Nope”
Jacob lay down again, apparently relieved, “That’s good,” he said.
“When I was human. I was adopted to a family where I had two sisters. I was the eldest, but of the sisters, there was an older one. Her name was Alexia,” I said.
Jacob nodded in reply.
“I met her today. She’s the other Shinigami now…I’m worried…” I said, soon having hard time coming to the point where it really hurt me.
“I’m worried…that…how Arika is…the youngest sister. I feel, becoming a big sister that I have this kind of responsibility for them and that I failed with Alexia. But the thing is…” I had hard time talking again.
“She wants me down with her. It’s forbidden for a Shinigami to meet with the other Shinigami. But I’ve decided…to face her, to turn her back” I said, realizing that I was sitting on the bed now.
“It’s futile to turn them back, but I’ll try. I’ll try till I can’t try anymore, and then I’ll push myself until she changes back. Because, we’ve gone through the same pain together”
Thinking about how Celeste always helped me whenever I was in deep sorrow, I felt bitter; I realized that I never once helped Alexia or Arika. I never once thought about Alexia, I was too much consumed about Celeste and myself.
To my surprise, Jacob hugged me from behind. “I’ll cheer for you! As long as you don’t become like them,” he said.
I nodded, “Thanks Jacob”
I slid out from his arms, out from the bed. Jacob looked questioningly at me, “It’s time for you to sleep,” I said.
Walking to the window, sitting on the side of it, resting my head on the wall and looked out at the dark clouds and streets.
The clouds where bright white and the sky were bright blue. It’s so fun watching how dark the sky becomes and gradually seeing how light it becomes.
Standing up, I clicked my fingers to change cloths. I had beige shorts on with a baby blue shirt with stickers on it. It was a warm day, so why not wear something light? I thought, smiling for myself.
I was expecting Jacob to wake up soon. But, I stood for ten hours waiting for him to wake up. Damn that boy needs a lot of sleep.
I looked at the time and it was two o’clock. Nahh! Now it’s time for him to wake, I thought, being restless. I went towards his bedside and slowly standing up on the bed and quickly fell to his stomach. Jacob automatically woke up, sitting up to protect his stomach. Instead, fell down on me, his whole weight on me.
“Gahh Jacob!!” I said, struggling to breathe.
“Ahh…Rose…why?” he said, half sleeping.
“It’s two o’clock; get your lazy ass up!” I said, pushing him to the floor.
Both of us fell to the cold floor, “You are dangerous!” Jacob said, in irritation.
“Hohoho” I said, pushing him to the toilet for him to get ready.
After a few hours when he was done eating his breakfast and medicine, we decided to go to town. Walking outside in the warm weather was the best, I was twirling and running around. While, Jacob was in a super bad mood. We both were matching; he had dark blue jeans on but with baby blue shirt. I ran towards him, holding his shoulder, “We look like a couple,” I said, happily.
But bit my tongue once I realized what I said. In embarrassment and not wanting to hear his response, I ran forward, smelling the fresh air of the warm weather.
I was looking at how people were smiling and talking to each other, and it felt like everyone was a big happy family! The flowers and gardens were green and colorful, the fountain made the whole town much lively!
But it felt like I was walking alone. With panic, I looked behind and found Jacob a few meters away. Annoyed, I started running towards him, thinking about various ways of yelling at him. But to my horror there were four guys surrounding him, neither of them looked friendly at all. My pace was fastening, as I saw that three people were holding back Jacob while the other guy was punching him at his face. I went towards, thinking of smacking the guy but realized that it was futile because my arm went past right through him. Panic shot up at me, I didn’t know what to do. Jacob couldn’t fight back even though he was trying to kick himself free, three guys were holding him down. I was thinking about the crucial moments, what to do, but none came in mind. Jacob was starting to get pretty bloody on his face and he was moaning in pain. I calculated that one more blow and his lip would be ripped.
There was only one solution to my mind, the number three rule of not to do. It was against Shinigami’s, but for Jacob’s protection, I didn’t care.
I snapped my fingers and slowly I could feel the energy from my hair giving me more power. And suddenly I felt normal and went with huge steps to that guy. Before he could even hit, I took hold of his collar and punched him. He staggered back, and shockingly looked at me. Quickly, I took hold of a metal stick that was hanging on the floor, and was about to hit on the three guys, until they let Jacob go. Jacob staggered forward towards me, too shocked to move.
“GET OUT!” I said, raising my voice.
“Tch…you are lucky we go against hitting girls,” the guy said, holding his hand on his chin.
“You better be happy to follow that, otherwise you might make a fool out of yourselves,” I snapped back.
“Jacob needs protection from a giiirl” the other one was singing around.
“You guys back up because a girl beat the shit out of you” I replied, putting the metal bar behind me on my shoulders, looking badass.
They cursed and walked away. I quickly turned around to Jacob
“Are you ok?” I asked, taking hold of his hand and leading him to drug store.
Jacob was holding one of his hands on his lips, “How?”
“Shh” I said, walking to the drugstore.
“Hey there, do you have any plasters?” I asked at the counter.
The girl looked at me and then at Jacob, she nodded slowly and went back to get some big plasters, “Here you go”
“Thanks” I said, I smugly took hold of Jacob’s money and gave it to the girl at the counter. Jacob looked at the money, “Heyy!” he said.
I took the plasters, Jacob’s hand and went outside. I made him sit on the park bench, while cleaning his open sores with a wet tissue; he winced at the pain, but remained silent. I put the plaster on his chin and one on the side of his lips.
“You’re all set, Rocky,” I said, trying to sound sarcastic since it was I fighting.
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