The Shinigami guard [del 19] |
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Kap 19
Rosanne:
We went inside to Jacobs’s friend’s house. Everyone was excited to see him, apparently because he doesn’t usually go to parties. I felt pretty lonely when he was talking to others, I wanted to be part of them, also having fun. But what I wanted the most was having Jacob for me.
Jacob went to the corner where there were liquors. He was talking to a girl called Gwen or something. I went towards them, examining her. She had short pretty hair, her body was also good, big breasts. Which made me a bit annoyed, I wanted to make a fool out of Jacob so she could go away or something. But my eyes met when a guy came to the side and gave a glass to Jacob. My instincts’ are to save Jacob from anything, therefore, I went towards him and hit his hand so the glass slipped. Jacob looked up at me, surprised.
“What are you doing?!” he exclaimed.
“You’re not supposed to drink!!! If you want to be in this place, don’t drink” I replied.
“Are you okay?” Gwen asked while the guy was picking up the broken glass.
“I’m fine, I can handle these,” Jacob said to me.
“Your brain might handle it but not your body” I replied, dully.
“Damn…You can’t have full control over me!”
“I am not. I’m just telling you to not drink it, it can harm you”
“If you were human, you would have probably also want to drink”
“I was forced, and if I had a choice, I would never do it” I replied and walked away.
What annoys me the most is when people can’t realize the borderline of being an idiot than realistic. He knows his body’s capability yet he still chooses to do that. It pisses me off. I could feel the warmth radiating everywhere in my body and I just wanted to hit someone badly. I was breathing faster and faster, being frustrated.
“Rose?!” Jacob exclaimed behind me.
I didn’t listen and left. It was a stupid thing to do but I couldn’t handle being in there. Half of the people were making out and doing other things, which is the dumbest thing to ever do. I sat outside the house on the steps. Looking outside at the dark sky with shimmering stars. Whenever I was frustrated I always ended up singing, it made me feel so happy. So I did the same, knowing that nobody would hear anything. At first, it started of low because I was still afraid if someone would hear or if Jacob would come out. Nevertheless, after a while, I loosened up and started singing much higher. It made me feel lighter and the coldness outside made me shiver a bit, but it felt good.
“You sing good,” a familiar voice said.
I looked at the front and saw Celeste standing there. “What are you doing here?” I asked.
“Victoria is sleeping. So I took the chance to come and see you,” she said.
I smiled, “Come! Sit next to me”
She came and sat down, “What’s up? You always sing when you’re sad,” she said.
“Jacob wanted to drink alcohol, but I refused him to not and now he’s making a fuss out of it”
“Typical you to walk out of it”
“The torn glass reminded me of what I once did”
“I know. I was right with you, imagine how it feels to look one someone does that”
“Celeste…” I said.
“Let’s go in” she said, standing up.
She put her hand in front of me, wanting me to grab it so she could help me up. I took hold of her hand, it was soft and it always feels like Celeste. She helped me up and we both went inside.
Jacob was sitting on the sofa, laughing with the others. I felt actually happy for him, that he has a normal life than only living with me. I looked down, I knew that someday when he’s fully healed, he won’t see me anymore and eventually forget me. Then I’d be assigned to someone else whom can’t either see me. But that’s exactly not, what’s going to happen, I knew something would change.
I looked at him closely. His black hair was shining beautifully and his neck was glowing. The aura was pretty good, I noticed. This means that he never touched the alcohol, I smiled. But I knew this feeling; I knew why I’m looking at him differently. I like him.
Something felt strange inside of me, as if someone was putting an electric thing inside of me. I hunched down to my knees by the pain. I couldn’t hold my body up anymore. My upper body was about to surrender until my hands caught the floor so it wouldn’t fall. Celeste sat beside me, holding her hands on my shoulder and shaking me, calling out my name. The more I realized the feelings inside of me, the more my body was hurting. It was as if all the nerves I had been exploding while my lung was getting warmer.
“Rose!!” Celeste screamed out.
“T…take…me…out” I said. Not wanting Jacob to get worried of my state, I wasn’t planning to ruin his party.
Celeste held my elbows and heaved me up. It took some effort to walk outside but he finally arrived. Someone also came in front of us. Taking hold of me and throwing me down on the ground. Celeste ran before me holding me up. The hard ground scratched my skin and blood was coming out.
“Don’t forget your past, Rosanne” Alexia said.
My eyes felt like as if it was changing and I got stronger and longer nails that grew and dugg inside the ground.
“That’s like it Rosanne. Become one of us”
Celeste ran towards Alexia and slapped her, “Stop! Let her go!” she cried out.
The past came as a movie. The times when I dug the glass in my face came and I could feel and remember the pain it caused. I remember every time I had to pamper the boys. I remember how in front of me the doctor killed his older daughter, Alexia.
“Celeste, shut up, she’s changing” Alexia laughed out.
I felt someone hunch down before me, taking my chin up. I could see an angels face. Celeste came forward. I tried to backend up since I had this urge to kill everyone. But never her, I could never touch her.
“Think about how we survived” Celeste said in a low voice.
The memories of Celeste flashed forward, when she helped me with the glass. Holding it too, this made her hands have cuts. Or when she would always hold me tight to her and hum her lullaby.
“Don’t forget your promise you made with yourself about Jacob,” she said.
Jacob. I had forgotten about him, his name was echoing in my head. I smiled. I could feel my nails going back in and my teeth growing back in. I could finally breathe normally. I promised myself that if Jacob were to die, I would give my whole powers to him, which is an unforgivable act.
“You are to never leave me. Ok?” Celeste said.
I looked up at Alexia. She looked horrible. Her teeth were wide like a tigers and her skin color was purple with veins sticking out of her forehead. Her nails were big and touched the floor. Her feathers of the wings fell off, which only shows the bone structure of her wings.
“Alexia. What happened to you?” I said, horrified.
Alexia sighed, “Just wanted to check the other side. It feels wonderful,” she said. Her voice was dark.
I could sense Jacob come out. Damn it must be late now. Alexia could also sense someone; she looked at me and flew forward. She dug her nails in my arm and I screamed out of pain.
“I’ll somehow manage to get you to the other side, sister.” She said and flew away.
“Quickly…hide it,” I said roughly.
Celeste put a black cloth around it and tightened it. I clicked my hands to make me look better. And I sat quickly as Celeste flew away. Jacob came outside exactly, and I was relieved that I was done in time.
“Why’re you sitting here? It’s cold,” he said, walking down the stairs.
I followed him, “You going home?” I asked.
“Yeah. I got tired in there”
“Thank you for not drinking anything”
“Your welcome” he said happily.
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| Kommentarer | | loversarelonley - 22 mar 10 - 20:02 | grymt bra :)
dock fattar jag inte riktigt vad som hände där, vem är Alexia? |
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