Personal thoguhts... (may not be interesting) |
A bright light
lighten up your day
your sorrow is real
you feel the pain
It hurts
Your'e alone
in darkness and cold
you have nowhere to go
no one to be with
you cry
you feel terrible
your feelings, no one cares
but how could they?
you never tell'em
you dont want to
you only want to feel free
but with freedom comes loneliness
and there the problems lies
you're an egoist
you only think about yourself
but don't you have to?
no one else does
otherwise you languish away
your soul comes free
everyone cries
you smile
you think
that a single thing can hurt so many
the ones that loved you
the ones you didn't knew cared
you loved her
but were to weak to tell
I were an egoist
you saw her cry
saw her pain
longed to console her
but i was an egoist
only thought about myself
about how hard It would be
to realize she didn't love me
maybe she did
I will never know
There are so many things i would like to tell you
tell you my feelings for you
how much you mean
but you'll never hear It from me
or someone else...
My life contains nothing
on my spare time I play my guitar
It makes me feel good
makes me feel happy
at the time i'm playing
then everything goes back to normal
my feelings Is in those songs
even If i'm not good at playing
By now i see
reality
I understand what everyone thinks about me
and that they don't want me
I stop trying
I't wont make any difference
my life Is made as It Is and I have to live with It
even If i cry every day
But I will survive
not because i'm strong
no
beacause I'm a coward
I'm not brave enough to end It
the cowards way...
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| Kommentarer - (Snittbetyg: 5) | | Nioxita - 16 maj 06 - 05:39 | | Jag vet inte vad jag ska säga.. den är jätte fin.. :) | Lumiere - 10 maj 06 - 05:00- Betyg:  | Its kinda like my thoughts.....
Jag älskar den, jätte bra =) |
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