Child Abuse |
Child Abuse
In the dark i sit alone.
The boy in the dark is now a stone
I’ve become a part of this place
Better being here that in the stupid chase.
I want to go out of my self
Why doesn’t anyone help?
I want to be a boy who can play outside
I’m tired of listening to mom and dads fight
I hear footsteps coming closer
I hate my self and want it to be over
I start to shake and wipe my eyes
I’ve never heard about truth, only lies
The footsteps stop, and I throw up
I am waiting for the deadly cut
I think that today is the end of my life
I hate them more than ever, my daddy and his wife.
I try to relax and I pray to God.
He is the only friend I got
I don’t pray for my self, but for my mom and dad
I pray so they get money and don’t get mad
I sit here with my eyes closed and I pray
I know that You will help me out one day
Dear God I just want to eat like a normal kid
I miss love because I always get hit
What have I done wrong today? I think
I hate my self, and in strong hate I sink
I have to know my future for today
So I can know if I’m going to die or stay
I can not write, like the other children
My parent are abusing me, but I will not become like them
I may not go to school because I am a bad boy
I am not even a human I am a toy
I want mommy to hug me, but she doesn’t care
I want to lie in her arms but I am disgusting and rare
I don’t like playing with the knifes when my daddy tells me to
I want to change the word HATE with “I love you”
I never felt love and I don’t know what it is
Will I ever be good and not like this?
I don’t understand what I do wrong till I get hit
Then I understand how bad I deserve it
But can’t they see that I am trying hard?
They are blind and tell me that I’m retard
They kick me till I can se my red flesh
Then they laugh because I am a piece of trash
Once my mommy broke my arm by pulling hard
Then she told me to clean up the yard
I knew it was a accident and she didn’t meant harm
But I learned not to be cold and not warm
I stopped showing my feelings since I was four
I knew that they enjoyed my tears and wanted more
But I never showed them weakness ever again
It is not them but my self I should blame
Mommy and daddy think I am a bad boy
I eat from the trashcan because I am a toy
But then mommy wants me to eat poop and ammoniac
Only because I am a stupid maniac
Now I sit here and every second could be my last
I wish that they killed me so I could die fast
I don’t know what I’ve done, but I’m bad
I have no rights to be sad, says mom and dad
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| Kommentarer - (Snittbetyg: 5) | -Amrooshee- - 31 okt 07 - 15:07- Betyg:  | mmmmmmeeeeeroooooooooooo i looove youu
loove your poems they are jusstt soo best love u girl | | LA - 28 okt 07 - 21:32 | beundrar dig som har skrivit något så vackert på engelska!
Läs & Kommentera gärna mina dikter :) Take care/ Linda |
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